Hmmm....This world = ??

So, I can't believe all the crap that has been going on lately with the shooting at VA Tech and whatnot. It's so scary. I just can't believe that something like that would happen and people can be that screwed up. New information just keep popping up and it's just unbelievable to me.

I just got finished watching the movie "Children of Men". It's kind of frightening to think that our world could get to that point. That movie is set in 2027, which is only 20 years away. Our world could be shit by then, and it's plausable the way things seem to be going right now.

The thing that's kind of annoying to me is when people say that all the problems in the world are because God is punishing us. I just don't know for sure...That's kind of confusing. If you think about it, humanity has always been pretty screwed up. Maybe it just annoys me because the people always say it with such arrogance as if they couldn't possibly be a part of the reason for any problems in this world. Ugghhh....I'm sorry....I feel like ranting at the moment....

So, ok, onto other things. Today at counseling, I had a pretty good talk with Karyn. I really like her. She's really easy to talk with. She gave me this Attacking Anxiety program and I'm hoping once I start listening to the CDs and whatnot. Actually, though, I think a lot of my problem lately has been my birth control pill. I just changed to a different one a month and a half ago and now I'm all emotional - up and down - all the time. It's horrible. I never used to have this many problems. I'm totally depressed one day and completely bitchy the next. So, yeah, I think I'm going to see if I can get put back on the old pills. Dumn ass meds!

Enough ranting now - On a less depressing note, I watched "The Departed" today. It was SUCHHHH a great movie! I loved it!! It's a movie that actually deserved the Best Picture award. It was just a great all around movie. It gives me a glimmer of hope for the movie business and that maybe not all the new stuff is crap.