Bored With No Job

Originally posted on MySpace on Sunday, June 8, 2008

So, I never realized how much it sucked to feel like you aren't going anywhere in life. Ugghh...I hate sitting around without a goal to reach. I need a job sooooo bad!! On the upside, I do have a 3rd interview tomorrow. It's with an insurance company in Toledo. I'm somewhat excited about the job, but it's also kind of scary. It's all commission work and there is a lot to learn. The good thing is that it pays really well if I can actually do well in the business. So, yeah, the interview is supposed to last for an hour or so and I'm a bit nervous about it. I truly hate interviews because I always think about the questions they are going to ask, but then when they actually ask them I forget my answer. I don't know...Hopefully I'm feeling more confident tomorrow.

If this whole job situation doesn't work out, I'm not sure what I have going for me. I've applied for sooo many positions in the past weeks. I applied for a job at 13abc even though it's not really with the actual TV station. I applied to the Toledo Zoo, the Toledo Art Museum, Borders, Barners and Noble, two other insurance agencies, and some other odds and ends things I found online. I would love it if I heard something back from the zoo about positions they might have in their marketing department or PR or something like that.

Moving on to other things, I love our apartment in Toledo. I love living in Toledo. I love everything about Toledo! I was definitely meant for the city life! We are finally getting most of boxes unpacked and put away. Our kitchen only have one box left, the bedroom is done, and Matt only has one box left in the game room. The only room that needs some serious attention is the living room, but that's prolly going to take a lot of work because it's a lot of stuff that we have to sort and go through to decide where it goes. But yeah, yesterday I spent a majority of the day fixing up the bedroom, but I felt really accomplished after it was done and looked all nice. It made me feel good!

Gosh, I really do need a job. I hate cleaning and because I have nothing else to do, that is turning into my main goal. haha. Ohh, I forgot to mention our new puppy Zira! She's a lot of fun! I think she's going to get kind of big though. Well, at least a bit bigger than we had originally thought, like maybe more like 30 or 35 pounds instead of 25. But anyway, she's adorable and a bundle of fun. Jay thinks so too! They love playing together and they act just like brother and sister. It's pretty cute. So anyway, I better get off here and start seriously thinking about the questions they might ask me tomorrow in my interview. Hope all is well with everyone else!